Sigh. I've been feeling so grumpy and behaved like a grouchy old woman that it is so unhealthy... and I've been eating late and and and eating oily food! Angry with myself :(
Feeling so stressed now :(
Sigh..... so tired everyday that I can't watch Gossip Girl at night :(
Oh, I kinda lepak-ed my way to sch today. woke up late... went westmall to get some materials and had Old Chang Kee's chicken & mushroom puff (was deciding between this and curry puff) sad to admit but it really taste different now and I do not want to admit what I thought could be the reason. NO.
Dinner @ Al Azhar today. I said no chili but they still cook the beehoon goreng with chili! everytime like that you know! 4 out of 5 times forget one leh.... I only had 1 non-spicy beehoon goreng before. Tsk, next time must like warn them already, cannot purely remind! :(
Yawnz. Sorry May, I am a typical girl who blogs about my daily routine :( OOOOH, I went to the bank in the afternoon too. I did nothing but just stood still and I sweat like.... I am still bathing! terrible you know! not finish bathing but still bathing. I just look super dirty and chui lor. aish.
Sunday was afiqah's last day of work and it was so sad... Jack treated us KFC delivery :) But it was so sad especially when we left. We worked until 9.30pm instead of just 6pm cause it was so busy when JoBok and Beatrice was eating. Grrrrr, can't stand the sad atmosphere :(
Saturday was awesome with Mun and Wee after work! YY wasn't there cause there was some miscommunication :( Frolick is my new love :D OH, we took neoprints! likka twit but I like (: And I really keep spending money on food leh :( We caught Alice in Wonderland and it's a stupid show.
After the movie, my dad pangseh-ed me and Mun and I walked around to find NR buses... we stupidly missed the last N bus :( but my NR bus never pass by mun's so we decided to linger around and had mac bkf while waiting for the first bus home.
Yea, it was crazy but we had fun! I guess there's no harm doing it once in awhile (:
I registered @bbdc on Friday! thank you xf for accompanying me :) The place look like polyclinic leh... scary shit :( went to 313 for lunch @ Marche.. shopped around and we walked alot alot alot alot!! :( We have nothing to do by evening and so we went to took neoprints... wanted to play wi, watch some old movies but all failed :( kbox just ex lor... if only we go earlier, 8 bucks only! :)
We went Giraffe before going to mac for a pkt of huge fries to satisfy our salt craving :)
Their toilet like nice but eerie at the same time.
I need to lose some good weight.
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The grumpy old woman I talked about.
Neoprints!! hahahahahahahahahaha.
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Cute but not nice to eat :( got nuts some more! mega sad.
Btw, I think I am balding leh :( How how??? :(
Oh no, I think I can count the no. of smileys in this post... and the sad faces like... just spam only :( (here's another one)
Aish, cannot pretend to be happy mah :(
Ok la, I think I will be chirpy tomorrow when I go school.... so that my SCs will think that I am a happy girl and they will try to befriend me.
Oh, Idk if it's true but by coincidence, I think I just found out 2 persons who restricted my access to their FB profile! mad sad. I thought we are friends... :( hahahahaha. I shall try using this on some friends on FB whom I do not actually know.
Oh no, it's 4am and I just heard someone dropping the newspaper. TSK. I hate growing up. Ok, this is totally no link to the newspaper thing but but but I suddenly thought of driving and everything else and I have to say this sucks so much. Everything that's not in place or whatsoever... why must it be like this :( I wish I am still that stupid 16 years old girl who was looking forward to turning 18.
I guess it's all different when I really turned 18. I just have a lot more insights. I think my skin is literally getting thinner as I grow? hahaha. I used to very bhb-ly tell my close friends things but now, I will kinda hesitate for a moment.... think of the consequences and like, what if I am troubling them, being a burden to them. They also have their own lives to worry about and I do not want them to waste their time on me when I really place them at an important position.
And it's different you know... many things.
I guess the connections and everything... You don't watch movies with people who are attached because they have to go with their lovers. You don't just ask them out randomly because they will not be always free. You don't dare to ask again if you were once rejected.
(no, I am not trying to arrow my friends who are attached)
I just don't wanna turn 21 :(
More responsibilities, more obligations... nearer to knowing more of the ugly truth. It kinda sound scary. Sigh. I am so tired. I watched 3 episodes of Gossip Girl today and I promise none for tomorrow.
Good night, sweet dreams :)
I wanted a ride on a cable car.
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